WHOA!!!!

I GUESS YOU GUYS GONNA KILL ME WHEN YOU HEAR THIS...!!!!

FIRST OF ALL I RAN AWAY FROM HOME, LIKE 3 DAYS! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT MY SIMPLE STUPID PRACTICAL LIE WORKS!!!!!! OMG!!!! ANYWAY... IS BEEN GREAT TO BE WITH THIS FRIEND.... AND YOU KNOW... I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS "NEW FAMILY" OF MINE....*HEHE* THEY ARE SO UNDERSTANDING... WISHING MY PARENTS COULD DO THAT! *SIGH* WHY IS THE WORLD SO UNFAIR!!!!????

WELL I'M JUST HAPPY TO BE WITH MY "NEW FAMILY" AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING HOME ANYMORE.. BECAUSE IF I GO THERE.... LIFE IS GONNA BE THE SAME AND I'M GONNA GET HURT... AND STUPIDLY I CAN JUST CUT MYSELF AGAIN... BUT THAN THINK AGAIN.. IS IT WORTH IT? THE PERSON I'M USED TO BE IS GONE!!! TOTALLY GONE, THAT PERSON WAS A PERSON WHO WILL NEVER CUT HERSELF OR INJURED.. AND ALSO NEVER BEING LEFT OUT... BUT WHY IS IT SO DIFFERENT..... WHY LIFE IS KILLING ME WITH THIS LIFE THAT I HATE TO EVEN FACE MY FAMILY!!!!! WHY CAN THEY JUST UNDERSTAND AND LET ME GO?? I'M OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW MYSELF RIGHT???*SOB**SOB"*

WHATEVER...... I JUST DON'T WANNA GO HOME!!! MY HEART BREAKS, MY FEELINGS DOWN.... ALL I EVER WANTED IS A FRIEND.. LIKE HIM... *SIGH* I WISH EVERYTHING WAS FINE WITH HIM.... AND I REALLY WANNA SETTLE WITH HIM.... I STILL CAN'T OVER COME IT!!!! I JUST WANNA GO SOME WHERE OR SOMEONE I NEED UR COMFORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANNA GET COMFORT.... LOTS OF YOU SAY I OER COME... BUT I DID NOT OVERCOME AT ALL I JUST HIDE MY FEELINGS... SORRY PEOPLE

I JUST WANT A BREAK!!!!!

HELLO EVERYONE,

WELCOME TO MY NEW LIFE AND PAGE... SUPPOSE TO DO IT ON THE 1ST.. BUT DIDN'T MAKE IT.. HEHE

1ST MAY 2006 (MONDAY)

WAS A WONDERFUL DAY ACTUALLY... BUT THINGS THAT SUPPOSE NOT TO BE HAPPEN IT HAPPEN.... I WAS SO SHOCKED... I JUST COMPLETE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY... HE'S GONE!!!!*SOB**SOB* I WAS HAVING A SWEET DREAM WITH HIM.. BUT THAN THE NEWS TURN ME TO SOMETHING ELSE WHICH I'M TOTALLY SHOCKED! *SOB**SOB*

WELL TOTALLY NOT ME THE DAY... AND I DIDN'T GO ONLINE EITHER... *SIGH*

SO SHOCKING DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY SOMEMORE....

2ND MAY 2006 (TUESDAY)

BACK TO WORK... BEEN HOLDING MY EMOTIONS SINCE HIS LOSS...*SOB**SOB* WELL LUCKY TO HAVE IZI... TO COMPANY ME.. ESPECIALLY DURING TIMES LIKE THIS.. MAY BE BECAUSE SHE IS FREE THAT'S WHY SHE DOESN'T MIND SPENDING TIME WITH ME... *MUAKS* THANKS YA PAL....

3RD MAY 2006 (WEDNESDAY)

WHOA!!! I REALLY BREAK DOWN SO BADLY.. UNTILL EVERYONE ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN TO MY EYES... ACTUALLY THE TRUTH IS THAT I GOT "SPANKING"(SCOLDING) FROM MY PRINICIPAL.. WHICH HURTS ME SO MUCH... UNTILL I BREAK DOWN.. AND AT THE SAME TIME... ASKING WHY... WHY HE LEAVE ME... WE ARE LIKE ENGAGE ALREADY!! *SOB**SOB*

MAY BE I SHOULD TAKE A BREAK FROM WORK... AND OVERCOME MY FEELINGS.. UNTILL I'M BACK TO MYSELF.. WELL IS SO SAD WHEN UR LOVE ONE LEAVE YOU BEHIND.... *HAIZ*

WELL THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY.... IS JUST THAT I CAN'T SAY MUCH...*HAIZ*

LIFE FOR LIFE, EYE FOR EYE, TOOTH FOR TOOTH - THE BIBLE (EXODUS 21 : 23)